time

it's amazing how easy it is to take the people who love you the most for granted and not realize it at all. its quite sad how we spend so much of time with people we want to love us (and they do!) and chuck in the back seat people who actually already do...and will always and forever be there to hold you. i mean its not like u forget them or take them for granted...but i'm just talking about time. i think i've always known that this happens but tonight i have realised that i have been that way to some people-- and i am going to make a conscious effort to change.

ROCKSTAR: INXS

Jessica's finally out! wooohhooohooo...she really was not representin' man!!! now its real competition time...with the exception of Jordis i really think that the girls don't stand any real chance. I really hope JD gets it just because he's so raw and honest and open. He's not the most tactful person in the world...but i think he's got what rock and roll's all about. MiG totally deserved the encore. I cried when he sang Baby I love your way...it was so beautiful. And i've never even dug it all that much before. But i think Marty's the most deserving and best fitting. I'm so psyched when he goes all weirdo psycho possessed on stage and does that thing with his eyes and arms. I think he is possessed by Cobain's spirit when he performs. Jordis is super talented but i think she should go do her own thing and be really successful.

I'm immensely addicted to this show...not just coz its another reality...heh, well maybe...but I think the concept of auditioning to be the lead singer of your most favourite band in the world is so humbling and at the same time the most pride-filling moment in any musician's life. Another draw is the oh-so-yummy Dave Navarro...oohhlala...ok now...doesn't David totally look like the devil? He'd be the perfect physicalization of the prince of darkness eh? haha...i think so...and suspect that he is! Not the evil destructive kind but the kind that works for the juxtaposed balance in the world...if there even is such a thing...but thats not the kinda thing im gonna go into at 3.55am in the morning...
ooh ooh...and CHECK OUT the house band!!! they're AWESOME!

Hey Mony Mony do u feel alright now...

so jan's party was great and i've noticed that with each one we have there seems to be less and less drama...haha so there really is something to be said about maturing with age eh? but what a par-teh it was. great friends and great F.R.I.E.N.D.S...the first refers to my best buds jack and jose...the rest of the gang come next...hahaha. but yeah...despite some of (actually a lot of) the old gang missing, it really was a blast. funnily enough, my best memory of the night was sitting on the balcony on the 44th storey of the swissotel stamford sharing an orange flavoured fag with chellie and abhi (perhaps this was before jack got a hold of me and so the rest of the night was a blur???...muahaha). so a little about these 2...

chelliebelles... i love chelle. she's really my party-like-there's-no-tomorrow-pal. we really never see enough of each other anymore...but the best thing about friends like this is that nothing will ever change whenever we meet up. and i'm totally in awe and reverence of that.

abhi...abhi, abhi....oh boy...what a night YOU had haha...you're welcome dude! =) thats what friends are for! haha...but when he's not being a crazy drunkard, abhi's a true virtuoso. it's absolutely amazingly wicked how i've had the opportunity to watch this dude progress in guitar. i remember how he and aaron used to play back in CJ to try and impress the girls...and everyone'd stay back to listen to these dodos...and now... darn proud of you boy! keep at it! i'm expecting an album that i can actually listen to!!!

well i paid for all that fun with a spinning room and a horrible headache sunday morning... haven't had such a hangover since my brother's wedding...8 years ago! oh well...good things never ever happen enough do they? haha. i'm sad i missed the fireworks on sunday tho...but i'm happy i got to eat curry devil...yummm...

till next time...party on...

the maiden message

and the music begins...welcome to the blue room sessions! i'm stoked that i've finally organized a 'real' space for me to rant and rave...that little storage box in my head was feeling a wee bit tight. it feels kinda weird doing this... but that only means that i'm gonna like it heaps!!! anyhoos...i'm gonna go explore what mind-boggling things this blog thingy has in store for this oh-so-technologically-savvy girl. till next time...